ARI2800'S JOURNAL
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NAVIGATION!?
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MAIN JOURNAL

FIRST PLACE~!! ~whityLox
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you win--a free request (full color), 3 month journal/signature feature, picture of your oc and mine (colored), your oc in chibi, request sketch too.

SECOND PLACE~!! ~Salty-RainbowPie
~[link]
you win--a free request (full color), 2 month journal/signature feature, picture of your oc and mine (lineart), your oc in chibi, request sketch too.

CONGRATULATIONS WINNERS~!! please note/comment me to receive your prizes~!!
To all other contestants~!! thank you for participating~!! i will put up a special deviation just for you~!! i hope you all had fun and in the future, if ever i hold another contest, i hope you'll join...
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T H E--N E W S

F*CK IT!! THE WORLD HATES ME!! IM A F*CKING REETARD PENIS LICKER!! SH*T!!
IM F*CKING FAILING AT LIFE AND SCHOOL!! MY LOVE LIFE SUCKS BALLS AND MY SOCIAL STATUS? IM A F*CKING EMO B*TCH, AND PPO MIX ME UP WITH A F*CKING SLUT!! SH*T!! I JUST WANT EVERYTHING TO GO GOOD FOR ME JUST ONCE!! I WANT REECE!! I CANT ASK HIM CUZ IM SOO F*CKING SCARED!! AND THEN I DONT WANT HIM CUZ HE'S A F*CKING DOUCHE!! F*CK IM SOO SCREWED!!

soo the important crap is this. i wont be drawing for a long time. until i can sort out my life i probably wont be uploading anything. you might see me online sometimes but that's because you know i cant stay away from dA. im addicted, to dA and reeses peanutbutter cups. and peanutbutter. (:< soo yeah. that's bout it. i think. if i remember more, i'll update. |:

need the inside scoop on my problems? here.

the damn story, help please. give me advice!!

argh. so im just gonna vent out in this journal. and i know a lot of ppo who dont live in hawaii read this...but i dont really give a damn anymore. the whole world already knows. love sucks dick. yesterday was soo horrible. soo there's a guy named reece. and im completely obessesed. and i hate it. i told myself he'd be the last person i'd ever resort to asking out. and look where the hell i am now. during lunch i was high on chocolate, so i ran around my teamspace with my planner in hand (just soo you know, his name is written all over it) and he happened to be in my teamspace at the time, because we're not in the same teamspace. im in team y and he's in team z. anyway, when i saw him, i freaked. i ran around screaming some more, tugging some of my friend's shirts begging them to kill me. now some ppo overheard me (who wouldnt have?) and now they think i like the other reese, because there's three, but only two of them are good friends, and i happen to like only one, but the other reese is hot, but he's taken. and this other reese is a douche. but the reece i like is a douche fag. well completely everyone i ask who knows him says he is. i know confusing. but stay with me here. just try to keep up. soo yeah. and before all this...

a little history...no im not gonna tell you my whole friggin story...just about reece.

i met reece in garageband. an elective i have here at punahou.
reece takes bus in the morning with me.
i used to sit next to him, and i didnt really care until after my crush on this other guy started fading away.
soo i drew a pic of him...one of his friends, honke, took it (but totally my fault), and showed the entire team z. rumors started going around like, "arielle the emo girl's going out with reece" or "arielle asked honke to the canteen"
sh*t. all bullcrap. i hate it. and now im friggin screwed.

so that was the history. now where was i? ...

oh yeah. im screwed because i came to a realization just last night. this totally means im desperate, and that's not good, obviously. if you knew my other love life crap...you'd agree, i am desperate...soo honke happens to be one of my good friends...i know. anyway he said i dont have a chance with reece because he's soo friggin full of it. yeah. and before that, he was supporting me, 100%...now idk. he's weird. he's a honke. anyway...yeah. soo my friend kacie bought me some reese's miniatures, because we code name him reese's pieces. obvious i know, but there's three reeses, soo no one would know...and i brought it home and my mom found it in the fridge and was all like, "who's this reese guy who gave these chocolates to you?" and i was like, "omg!! my friend, kacie gave them to me!! what makes you think that?!" she didnt say anything, but during dinner, she was all like, "oh yeah!! arielle!! go get your reese." my sister was laughing at me...): meanie...she's younger...than me. soo now im super screwed...

what else? oh yeah!! some more history!!
so there's this douche bag named jamias. and he's a douche. so there was this one time on the bus that i sat next to reece and i woke up to find my head on his shoulder. of course i freaked a bit, but haha. i like it. (: and soo jamias was being all douche like making fun of honke, he's all like, "well honke, im not the one cuddling up with reece." and i was just like thinking to myself, "f*ck. i was just cuddling up next to him."

sh*t. i hate it!!! oh yeah!!!
soo i was writing his name in the sand cuz me and my sis and cuzin went to the beach. my cousin asked who that was. im like, "oh this guy." and then she's like, "what's so special bout him?" i was like, "idk. um he's in ILH Swimming?" and she's like, "then he must wear speedos..." and i just pictured that...the mental image is soo scarring....omg. dont get me wrong. he's not fat. he's muscular....but....sh*t. it's scarring. omg!!

hmm...tips. dont go boy crazy.

and i forgot what else i was gonna say...but when i remember, i'll update. (:

soo please!! help me!! |:<
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G A M E S

in other news, go check out some awesome games here on dA~!!
1) ~rinshin~[link]
2) ~emixoO~[link] & [link]

play till you die!! >3<
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M U S I C

_{my fave artists & songs. listen/check em out. they're epic. and these are youtube videos...):}
1) paramore - misery business
2) panic! at the disco- but it's better if you do

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i honor you guys...
<sub>"No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends'

True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it."

zomg! i had to. im a true friend. i wont let any of you down! >3<</sub>


C L U B S

_{proud member of...}




F R I E N D S

<sub>i love you all the same kay? so no bad comments about being first or last or whatever. ^3^ go check out there galleries! cuz they've all got talent to share with the world.



please tell me if i forgot you...^3^</sub>


F R I E N D S-I N-R E A L-L I F E




I D O L S

<sub>oh how i adore their art . please take no offense other artists out there...



go check out their galleries okay??? catch up with the awesomeness and add them too.</sub>


S T A M P S because they're fun.

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